Easier said than done


~Assalammualaikum

Oh Dear Allah !! I can't believe he just did that . URGHH !! He's soo annoying ! Damn , I hate him even more .

He said to me " You just forget about whatever I've said before . And , uh about those things for our class party . I'll buy it even though we will never talk again . Okay , and forget about those things I've said . "

What the hell is that . Does he think that it is that easy to forget everything that he have said to me . Oh God , seriously I can't take that . I won't forgive him . After all those heart to heart talk he just ask me to forget about it . Whoa ho , not so fast I think . Seeing his face at the school everyday just make me want to throw out and makes me even harder to forget about blah blah whatever he have said before .

Sorry bro , I just can't take it . You've done enough . How could you say so .

I HATE YOU , COWARD !!
~Wassalam

Fever Friday


~Assalammualaikum and m-m-mmorning everybody

Today I'm off schooling . I have a fever and so as my little brother . So I have to stay at home , to look after him and myself ^^(Y) . Well , I have strong cough today and my nose is feeling so heavy . O Allah , please make me well again . Hm , I wonder what they are learning today .

Yesterday , only a few noticed that I'm not very well . One of them is ... [ drum roll ] ... NABIL !! You don't know who he is ? Okay , let me give you a picture to describe him ->


He is the one who sits behind me in the class . Who kept going on playing around and disturbing me while I want to finish my work . His name is Muhammad Nabil . Born on first of June . He's been like a brother to me . Taking care ,  teasing  and joking around with me . Okay , don't get me wrong . I have no specific feeling towards him . Promise . It's just , its good to know that we have somebody that is actually care about us , right :) Sincerely care about us with no hidden intentions behind it .

Urgh , this fever is disturbing me to write more and more . Okay , I think that's it for now . Got to rest :) Till the next entry . Love you peeps \(^.^)/

~Wassalam 

Who Do You Think You Are ?!



Merawat hati yang agak lara bila mendengar lagu ni :') Enjoy , kk .

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Sorry entri kali ni agak mengong . Maklumlah , hati dan perasaan tak betul lagi (Y)

~Wassalam

The Gloom Day





~Assalammualaikum and hi

P/S : Aku tak pernah berdendam dengan kau CC :)


Hm , the most upsetting day of the year . Technically because of 'him' . I've never felt so sad breaking up with somebody . . .

Matahari masa tu , macam terlebih panas daripada hari-hari yang biasa . Tak tahu sebab apa . Mungkin sebab badan aku yang masa tu sangat-sangat lah sejuk atau mungkin hari tu memang panas . Aku tak perasan sangat apa puncanya . Tapi yang aku tahu , masa tu aku ter sangat-sangat lah sedih . Masa tu aku rasa macam bodoh , rasa benci sangat kat 'dia' , marah , sedih , menyesal dan juga perasaan untuk belasah 'dia' . Haih , memang masa tu aku rasa tak menentu sangat - macam orang gila je .

Tapi esoknya tu aku dah boleh gelak macam biasa dah :) Lagipun tak guna nak nangis untuk benda-benda macam tu kan . Aku bangun macam yang Nabil cakapkan [ winkwink ] , aku kuat kan diri aku macam yang Syaidatul ajarkan dan aku fikir positif macam yang Hajar katakan . Ohh , diorang memang tulang besi belakang aku . Tak tahu la macam mana boleh sesat Nabil tu , tapi nasihat dia antara yang paling terkesan pada aku . Terima kasih Nabil , terima kasih Syaidatul dan terima kasih Hajar :)) Korang memang semangat aku . 

Hari ketiga , aku dah boleh mula bercakap dengan 'dia' tu . Semuanya bermula dengan isyarat tangan je ;) Alhamdulillah , aku pun tak nak la memutuskan hubungan silaturahim antara kami selama-lama nya . Dapat dosa je , buat apa kan . Dan Alhamdulillah dia pun masih mahu bercakap dengan aku . Kalau tak memang sah dapat 'ganjaran' di bahu kiri aku ni sebab buat orang marah ^^ Kadang-kadang rasa rindu jugak bila ingat balik memori dulu-dulu kitorang tu [ okk , mmg gedik , maaf (Y) ] . Hahha , whatever .

I , used to think that we , work forever , ever and I used to say ,  never say never 

Semoga aku tak mengalami perkara yang sama pada masa akan datang , amin . Untuk korang yang agak-agak sama kes dengan aku , jom kita sama-sama bangun dan lukis pelangi baru kita sendiri . Yang lebih indah , yang lebih ceria dan berwarna-warni dengan orang-orang yang kita sayangi dan orang-orang yang menyayangi kita seikhlasnya :D Happy wishes from me , xxx .

Uop , extra . Aku keliru . Kenapa aku masih rasa 'benda' tu walaupun dah seminggu ia berlalu . Setiap perlakuan 'dia' aku akan perhati dan automatik otak dan perasaan berkerjasama . Kenapa ? Dan mata , kenapa mata ni harus memerhati susuk tubuh yang langsung tak bererti . Hanya sekadar menambah luka di hati atau sebenarnya aku masih sayang kan 'dia' lagi ??

~Wassalam